Triskaidekaphobia

How can I move past the tears and fears built over the years
Beginning so small yet growing to out of control
Abnormalities?

The number on my hotel key unceashes dread buried deep within my soul
How can I sleep on this floor regardless of feckless
Hospitalities?

Picking up shattered and scattered mirror shards under a leaning ladder circled by
Black cats and sidewalk cracks make daily life extremely
Uncomfortable.

Numbers are simply digits that reveal relationships greater or lesser than each other
Life’s order can be turned to chaotic randomness through
Numerological

Mystification